Thursday, 2 January 2014

Should I be worried?

Heyyyy Everyone, 

I've just waved off my Mother who has gone to Hong Kong for two weeks for work. I know what your thinking.. HOME ALONE, time to PARTAAAYYY, call all friends, stock up on alcohol, let the two week party begin.. That's how it used to be. My mum is away a lot for business and back in the day when I was 'cool and young' I would let my best friends move in and would turn the house into the coolest hang out location where we would chill all day watching movies and eating take away food and inviting extra people over for the evenings to party hard! 

However, I have changed and I am not sure whether I should start to worry about myself. I wrote a blog about how I've grown up so fast HERE and this is another thing that has proved to me I am no longer a child, I am an adult (gulp!). I spent the morning scrolling through sky movies making a mental note of all the movies I'd like to watch over the next two weeks, I intend on picking up some more wool tomorrow so I can start a new scarf and I'm going to do some baking so I can write some more baking blogs. Wow the words of a middle aged women don't you think? Don't get me wrong my friends know I have a free house and are coming round tomorrow evening but not to partaayyy like we are 18 again, infact we are going to get a take away, watch a movie, and have girly chat (quite the change from 3 years ago!)

Although I seem to go from one extreme to the other. If I'm not home alone knitting then I'm visiting my little sister, where we can play on the swings for hours, do arts and crafts way past bed time and play 'guess who' in bed first thing in the morning, with her I am 5 years old again. Your probably thinking what I'm thinking 'Emma, act your age!' Although what do 21 (almost 22 ouch) year olds do? What am I missing? I suppose I can moan about not acting my age forever but to be completely honest with you, I am enjoying switching between a middle aged women and a 5 year old. I love baking and knitting and then I love being carefree running round the park. So I guess I've answered my own question. Why worry about myself when I'm loving life. I might not be the party animal I was when I was 18 but who cares, I'm loving life! 

Ciao EmmaJessica <3

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