Wednesday, 26 April 2017

Growing Up.

Hey Everyone, 

It's been a while, christ 2 months in fact, it's been too long. No wonder my mind is going into overdrive, it's about time I wrote a blog and blabbered about something that's been playing on my mind! 

So, as it is my birthday tomorrow and I'm turning the grand old age of 25 (Yes 25 years old ladies and gentlemen, a quarter of a century), I thought it was fitting that I talk about growing up, something that I seem to be struggling with at the moment. 

What is growing up? Is it suppose to be easy? When I was younger I thought growing up was easy peasy, I though the years just ticked on by and when you reached certain ages when things should be happening they just did. Ehh ehh, doesn't quite work like that does it? 

Do you remember when you were little and people would say "learn while your young because it'll get harder the older you get"..? I mean they may have been referring to riding a bike or skiing, but I'm sort of wishing that extended out to things like buying a car or applying for a mortgage, maybe if I had learnt them things when I was young growing up wouldn't seem so daunting. 

Being someone that has anxiety issues with making decision, definitely makes making grown up decisions that slight bit harder. I thought to myself the other day, maybe I'll grow into it, you know, become a better decision maker as I get older. But then, how much older do I have to get before making a grown up decision doesn't take a mental break down? I mean when even am I a grown up. Technically I guess I am a grown up now, at what age do you even become a grown up? 

Question after question, it is something that has had me baffled for a few days now. Maybe I'm just having a 'mid-20s crisis' or something. Maybe it will all make sense tomorrow when I wake up 25 years old and a grown up, or maybe I'll wake up even more immature than ever and celebrate my birthday in true '16 year old with beers down the local park' style. 

I don't know if anyone will have answers to any of my many questions, perhaps it is just one of them topics we will always ponder. I guess only time will tell (and growing up of course). 

Have you ever suffered a 'mid-20s crisis' and fancy helping me through it? Comments would be greatly appreciated. 

Ciao for now, EmmaJessica <3

Wednesday, 1 February 2017

Movie Reviews: Jan 17

Heyyyy Everyone, 

How are you? ... I'm feeling good thanks! First day of February and I'm ready to tackle this month head on! How are you feeling about being in the second month of 2017 already? 

If you know me well you will know that I absolutely love going to the cinema. I love watching a film and you can't beat it on a big screen. I would say that I'm a cheap date, but the cost of going to the cinema these days is extortionate!! I do tend to go on days that I can get a good deal like 2 for 1 with the meerkats, or at my local Vue they are doing a deal on tickets on Mondays, it’s only £3.99 for an adult ticket (bargain!).

I hadn’t been to the cinema for aaaages and then in the last month I went all out and saw 3 movies (on 3 separate occasions obviously!), so I thought I’d let you know what I thought about the movies I saw!

Collateral Beauty – Will Smith. I mean I could just leave it there. It’s got Will Smith in, therefore it will be incredible, and it did not disappoint. I did one of my favourite things to do with this movie and didn’t watch the trailer before we went. My friend said it looked good and she wanted to see it and I said ‘Say no more, I’m in!’ I love doing that because I enter the screen with a completely open mind (and I’ve not seen the best bits in the trailer!). The way this story was written was beautiful. It was definitely a tear jerker, but I quite like a film that touches me so much it makes my eyes water! Get yourself to the cinema and watch the king of acting do what he does best!

La La Land – You may be surprised to hear, I actually hadn’t seen the advert for this before going to see it at the cinema either, but of course I had heard great things and am a huge musical fan so it seemed perfect for me. I also took my cinema to see this film, she’s only 8 and this was her first ‘grown up’ movie at the cinema, but as she’s a dancer, loves musicals and watches ‘grown up’ TV at home, we thought we’d give a go. Anyway, let me get to the point, I was majorly disappointed! The film is so slow, nothing really happens, the story doesn’t flow and worst of all, there’s not even that much singing and dancing. There’s literally 1 upbeat song at the start of the movie and it dragged from there. Never mind my 8 year old sister getting restless, even I was looking at my watch at one point. I feel like this movie could have welcomed back the world of musicals and opened so many doors, but if that was anything to go by they need to go back in their offices and have a re-think before releasing a new movie! How the hell it has got so many 5 stars and nominations I’ll never know. Anyway, rant over …

T2 Trainspotting – Unfortunately, I couldn’t avoid seeing the advert for this movie. Being a huge fan of the first trainspotting, as soon as I heard that Ewan McGregor was getting back into them Adidas trainers and heading back to Edinburgh I was booking my tickets to be the first to see it! Following an incredible first movie is never going to easy, and I think we should all understand that number 2 is never going to be as good, but they didn’t half give it a good go. I laughed, I cried, I was shocked, I was hiding behind my hands, I was basically reacting everyway you should to a bloody good movie. Fantastically written and executed. I have no complaints, I didn’t want it to end!

So, there you have it, the 3 movies I saw in January and what I thought. Have you been to the cinema recently? What did you see and what did you think?

Ciao EmmaJessica <3

Wednesday, 25 January 2017

Jan 2017: Lisa Heathfield

Heyyyy Everyone,

Book reviews are back!! Sorry I know I missed December, but I wasn't reading any festive books and it felt inappropriate to write a ‘non-festive’ post. Fear not though, I continued to read and am coming back with a review on two books.

I was kindly gifted two books, written by Lisa Heathfield, by a friend at Egmont. I jumped straight into reading ‘Paper Butterflies’ and had intended on keeping ‘Seed’ for the summer, but I enjoyed Lisa’s style of writing and the story so much I continued straight on to the next book (literally in the same night!).
Both of these books are unusual stories, that are in absolutely no way predictable, which is why I loved them! I am always on the lookout for a good story that will keep me hooked and has twists and turns that you can’t see coming! Lisa has perfected this in both of her books!
I must admit these books are actually written for an age range of 12 year + (and I am 24 haha), but they are so well written that I think anyone could read them and enjoy.. from 12 to 65!!

Paper Butterflies was my first read. The story of June growing up with a ‘wicked’ stepmother, the kind of step mum that would make her eat until she is throwing up, which leads to her getting bullied at school for being overweight. The book shows how she escapes from it all and finds a safe haven with a boy ‘friend’. It will touch so many of your emotions and help you explore subjects you would never expect to read in a book targeted at teenagers, but they are topics that inevitably they need to know about and they are written in a way that young adults will be able to understand.  

I read the last page of Paper Butterflies and immediately picked up Seed. The story of Pearl, a young innocent girl growing up in what can only be described as a Cult, where they worship Mother Nature. However, Pearl is becoming sceptical about her situation, and the arrival of some outsiders completely change life in Seed for everyone! Again, this book explores so many different emotions and topics. You never know what is about to happen. The action doesn’t come till a bit later in the book but it is still interesting enough to keep you hooked from the first chapter!

Overall, I am a massive Lisa Heathfield fan, when’s the next book out Lisa?!
Is it just me that reads books targeted at a younger age? Do you have any you could recommend?

Next month I am getting stuck into The Rosie Project, by Graeme Simsion.

 Ciao EmmaJessica <3

Wednesday, 18 January 2017

Paris Trip Video

Heyyyy Everyone,
As, I am sure you all know by now, I went to Paris for New Years with one of my best friends! You will also know (if you know me well) that I am a huge fan of videography. So I couldn’t miss a chance to make a video diary of my trip, a vlog if you will.
I filmed short clips of everything we did over the 3 days and have put them together to create this short video. I hope you liked it! I have really enjoyed getting back into some filming and editing again, so watch this space, more could be coming your way!

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Ciao EmmaJessica <3

Wednesday, 11 January 2017

Top Tips for Paris

Heyyyy Everyone,

I really want to share with you the highlights of my trip to Paris, for New Year, with my bestie, Becky! So I am working on creating a short video for next week.. for now I thought I would share the main 3 do's and 3 don'ts that I came across on my trip. Paris is a very popular place and there are plenty of blogs out there that will tell you the best places for a spot of lunch, the must-see buildings and the secrets only the locals know about. So, I thought I'd make my post slightly different. I hadn’t read about these 'tips of glory' previously, they are just things that happened over my 4 day trip that I thought I just had to share! 
DON’T use the metro. Most of the mains sights in Paris are within walking distance of one another and by walking between the them you will come across cute cafes and see architecture you thought was only possible in paintings.
DO buy packs of 10 tickets when you do use the metro. I know I am contradicting myself ere but sometimes the metro is unavoidable. Your hostel may be further out, your feet just might not be able to take anymore walking or maybe you’re on a tight schedule and need to fit in one place. Buying a book of 10 tickets is loads cheaper than buying them individually, and they don’t have to be used by one person. My friend and I brought a book for 10 to share so we had 5 journeys between us.  

DO take your best camera and phone to capture it all. All the talk of pick pocketers and robberies makes people nervous to take out their valuables, but be sensible and make sure you can capture every moment. I had my big camera around my neck all day every day and I am so pleased I did because I could capture all this great footage in my Paris video.
DON’T take a backpack! I had a small backpack and when walking down into the metro I felt a slight pulling on it. When I turned around a guy had managed to zip it half open and was holding on. After a whack with my camera bag and a death stare he ran away, but I was 5 seconds away from being robbed. My friend had an across the body bag that she could keep a hand on or put under her coat.


DO go during December/beginning of January. The Christmas market is NOT to be missed!! It’s so big, full of exciting market stalls, yummy food and enough vin chaud to sink titanic..again! We ended up popping into the market on 3 out of our 4 days, we ate most our meals from there and indulged in ridiculous amounts of French cheese (thank god we weren’t flying back because I don’t think we would of got through customs with it all).
DON’T (if you are going during December or January) underestimate how cold it will be. We weren’t completely unprepared for cold weather but it was about 3 or 4 degrees colder than we thought it would be. I know it’s a pain when it comes to suitcase space and weight restrictions, but pack them thermals, make sure you’ve got a hat and gloves and wearing 2, or even 3 pairs of socks is going to help your feet refrain from turning into ice blocks.


Thanks to Becky for the photography, I was too busy videoing everything! (video to come next week)

I hope these do's and don'ts will help you if you're planning a trip to Paris anytime soon! Do you have any other major pieces of advice to share?

Ciao EmmaJessica <3